OOOO I've been a busy bee lately.
Getting my life together and it's feeling pretty awesome.
I'm job hunting.I don't care what type of job I get as long as it gets money for me and Logan for the summer!!

I'm having a change around and am now beginning to look at what I have got instead of what I haven't.

Less interwebs is doing me the world of good.......I'm speaking to RL mates more and am feeling on the whole happier.

I can't wait until college and I can't wait until the summer.

Days out, camping and mucking around.

Logan will love it I'm sure.

After an odd night of dreams mainly of Indiana Jones dvds I awoke this morning bright and breezy.
Sun  was shining, birds singing.....Well actually Seagulls squawking, but hey a girl can dream she's in a Disney movie can't she?

So I was eally extra motivated this morning.......I woke Logan up, which was quite easy.
normally he turns into teenager mode, hiding his head under the duvet and grunting alot. along with a few rather smelly trumps. For those of you who don't know what a trump is, it's a rather nicer way of saying farts.....I hate that word and really really dislike Logan saying it.
don't ask me why, I know it's just a word, but still it sounds horrid.
But yeah he woke up fairly good today.
i love it when he isn't quite awake, he gets all snuffly and shakey and kinda bounces off the walls when trying to stumble to the bathroom.
I did his breakie and then afterwards we played a match of Worms on the pc. then plopped him in the bath cos he's turned into a dirty lil rotter....Caked in days worth of grime and chocolate.
Can't have him going to school like that.
could never have him being the smelly kid in the class!

I remember we had one and children, myself included can be so cruel, to someone who is that way not through any fault of their own, but because their parents really couldn't give a toss.
Raggie Maggie we called her, poor girl. 
I wonder what she's like now, what's the betting she's a clean freak!!

Talking of clean I really have to sort out my bedroom.......the room of utter doom.
That's what me and Logan refer to it as, because lately it has become a storage place for things that don't belong anywhere else.
I want my room back!!
My space where I can go and hide when Logan and his mates are invading the front room.
When I lived with my parents I spent all my time in my room...Well you do don't you.
I didn't wanna be stuck down with the 'old folks' watching Emerdale or Heartbeat..
I miss just laying on my bed and listening to my music, door shut and every now and then my dad or mum shouting for me to turn it down!!

Guess things haven't really changed that much 'cept I lay on my sofa and it's my nieghbour telling me to turn it down!
I wouldn't mind if she actually once in a while asked nicely...Manners don't cost the earth.
She moans about anything and everything..a sour faced prune who swears at the kids and moans that foxes rip open her bin bags.
I've had a few rows with her.....times I've caught her moaning at the kids and not actually having the guts to talk to us parents.
The kids around here aren't bad at all.
They don't break things, get pissed or graffittti, but sitting on her wall.her precious wall!!
She once moaned at one of my mates for standing on it, as he was shouting up to try and get another mates attention.
That was quite funny!
This tall, long haired man with a Three Inches Of Blood T-shirt on gettin moaned at by an old woman!!
Poor James......

speaking of James I forgot to listen to the radio station last night.
I was so tired and just wanted to snuggle with my boy and watch Star Wars!
I'm sure he'll understand!!


I've decided to save and get Logan proper guitar lessons.
There is a Brighton guitar academy.........and it's pricey, but the songs they teach the kids are cool.
Sabbath, Kiss,Queens of the Stoneage.....The Killers ~smirks~.
All the songs Logan seems to like....although when we looked at the site he was a bit peeved they didn't have Edguy!
He makes me laugh.........He likes edguy more than I do and was very pleased when I gave him an album of theirs for his new stereo.
But yeah so hopefully in a month or so we'll look into it properly.
And I did say if he got on well with it that I would get him a new guitar..a full sized one.
He saw one on a site the other day and it was beautiful..........very pricey though!
It's not that Thrasher isn't much cop........Yes he's named his guitar!!
Don't ask me why he called it Thrasher....but when he first got it/him my sister was telling him it was a girl (As she said all guitars are apparantly) and that he had to name it...He refused to call it anything but Thrasher and said his guitar was different it wasn't a girl he said it was most def a boy!. Go Logan!!
but yeah it's a cool lil threee quarter sized one and he likes it, but obviously a full sized one would be epic!
I really hope he sticks at the playing...he does enjoy it and it's great when we both sit down together.he's just impatient and wants to play full on metal songs now!!
I think it's great he has an interest.....he's not one for football like most boys, he would much rather pretend to be a rockstar and write songs!!

I'm even thinking of trying to learn it properly. it's always something I have been enivious of when people pick up a guitar and make fantastic music......Music that is just inspirational and mindblowing.
I soit there and think wow!
So yeah I might try and stretch my fingers!!

Gosh I've gone on some!!
Anything to get out of doing my room of utter doom!
I guess one last smoke and get to it!!
IF I'm not back this time tomorrow call a search party!
I'll more than likely be lost under the clothes.....

mood: dorky music: Disturbed This Moment

Gosh my mind won't keep quiet.
I've got so much buzzing round, but can I keep my mind on one thing no.......Silly Dawn's mind.
So today well as you can see I woke up slightly somber......Damn dream, it was weird and not egg sackley nice.
But hey it was only a dream....
Today my poor boy was off school, he was poorly.
Yes you guessed it man flu!!
Hearing him sniffle and cough is never nice.
His poor lil watery eyes. I just wanted to pick him up and carry him around all day.
But sadly super women I am not!
He's a big lad now........I kinda miss being able to pick him up, but it's cool coz he still likes cuddles and tickles.
He's still ma baby!
We had a giggle though, played Guitar Heroes and Mario Vs Sonic on the Wii and he was very pleased to hear James say hello to him on the radio today.
And the Saxon song took his last bit of energy away, he was a typical boy, air guitaring round the front room.

I think I might try and read my book a bit more.
Somehow reading about crazed killers and people being skinned alive helps keep my mind still and stops my hand going for my mobile phone.
I will resist the urge to txt anyone tonight no matter how bored I get!

location: Laying on ma sofa! mood: awake